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Power Egg
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Posted: Nov 03, 2007 12:19 a.m. - Subject: Few problems
This might not make sense i’m just writing it as it comes to my mind.
I’m starting to really not like my friends, they just don’t push anything.
My best friend since grade 4 moved away to near calgary back in grade 7, I still see him lots but the last time I hung out with him to were he moved from near calgary I just couldn’t connect with him. We only played halo 3 and not really that much. He just sat in a matchmaker with one of our other friends for most of the time and he’d start playing single player when I was bright eyed.
Another of my best friends (for like 15 years or something) moved 2 hours away and so I started playing guild wars so I could talk to him. Last time I went to hang out with him was quite awhile ago but we had a fuckload of fun.
Another friend doesn’t do fucking anything. I always ask if he wants to do something, be part of the group and he says no and goes and plays halo 3 or guild wars and is just anti social.
When i’m at school there’s usually a pretty big crowd and everyone kinda looks to me as a leader I guess but most of these people I really don’t like.
And I can’t just drop most of my friends because the only people that I would be able to conect to are Brent and Travis and those two arn’t friends.
The last problem would be...I don’t know what to do when I get out of school. Well I know what I want to do but it’d be so hard to do it, i’d probley have to leave my city, maybe even my country to build guitars for a living, or work in tv production land. I have a fear that i’m gunna end up a basement dweller since what I love would be nearly impossible to do around this place.
The one friend I hang out with often, we make movies making fun of things. I have a bunch of plans like dressing up as Jesus and going to the mall but no one but me and him would actually do that, they just would rather waste their life playing video games.
I’m also having sleeping problems, it’s not effecting my school work or anything I’m doing fine in that it’s just that when I’m tired and I lay down I snap awake and want to go run around. I think it’s just when I close my eyes I just visualize things I don’t wanna think about and I can’t change what I think about because my mind is impossible to change if that makes sense.
I probley won’t feel I explained this proper after I post this.
Master Egg
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Posted: Nov 03, 2007 2:37 a.m. - Subject:
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I’m also having sleeping problems, it’s not effecting my school work or anything I’m doing fine in that it’s just that when I’m tired and I lay down I snap awake and want to go run around. I think it’s just when I close my eyes I just visualize things I don’t wanna think about and I can’t change what I think about because my mind is impossible to change if that makes sense.
That happens to me alot too. I usually lie awake for hours trying to get to sleep.
Normal Egg
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Posted: Jan 06, 2008 3:53 p.m. - Subject:
Basicaly you are stressed man, you are afraid if you leave your friends the other kids that don’t like you will pick on you. You think that you might have to move out of the country to make guitars for a living, well i say , you should move out of the country to learn how to make a great guitar, you won’t learn tht here dude. you seem to be giving up on your dreams, but there are people out there that did go into madeing guitars, that really made great guitars, and got known and sold , and their guitars are out there all over now today. so , if you want to give up your dream that is up to you, but i would thank about it frist, it is not that bad out there in the world. :)
