Cleaned up.
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 06, 2008 11:28 p.m. - Subject: Cleaned up. |
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I have quit my excessive drinking.
Which was meant to improve the quality of life?
Apparently that doesent work.
I am non stop pissed off.
And it feels like my brain is compressing in my skull.
I never leave home unless it is to go to school.
Have not had sex in over a month.
I’m smoking twice as many cigarettes as i used to.
So about 2 packs a day.
I play counterstrike.
I spend most of my time thinking of violent things.
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Master Egg
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AIM YIM
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| Posted: Mar 07, 2008 12:38 a.m. - Subject: |
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Counterstrike? Get Call Of Duty 4 ....Trust me its far better.
And if your feeling so shit then start drinking again but only bits at a atime.
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 08, 2008 9:17 p.m. - Subject: |
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Do NOT advise people on here to continue bad habits. That never works.
Ok, lets try to think about WHY you feel like "your brain is compressing in your skull"
Can you give greater detail? the things your describing are far to vague.
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Normal Egg
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| Posted: Mar 09, 2008 7:28 a.m. - Subject: |
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You seem like your in a real bad place man. i remember i was like that last year. My so-called friends turned on me, my father hated me, my mother went to a group home, and even the teachers at my school would say fucked up things about me behind my back. I think i was seriously depressed for about 4 months straight.
I even thought about suicide until 1 day i picked up a guitar and started to let my anger burst out through that. I think that you need to find something active and positive that [u]you[/] like to do personally and use that as an outlet to relieve stress. Something like art or skateboarding or anything you’d like to do. I started skating a few months ago and now every time im pissed i just skate and wake the whole block up lol. It helped me find some people that liked what i liked too at my local skateshop.
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 11, 2008 12:35 a.m. - Subject: |
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Feels like there is a large ammount of pressure in my cranium, to the point where it hurts.
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 11, 2008 12:48 a.m. - Subject: |
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Uhh elaborating, my social life has taken the failboat down shit creek.
Because, i have social problems that i have had forever. Like i cant talk to people unless i know them really well. Because of the fact i dont know what to say, or that i have nothing to say. I cant seem to be myself without a jack and coke in my hand.
Since i have stopped drinking i have realised how much i hate people.
ie. People that i hung arround with when i did drink. I wouldnt walk across the street to piss on them if they were on fire. My friends call me all the time and want me to come and hang out. I never answer, i would just like for them to leave me alone.
I have no interest in anything that they have to say.
I dont want to meet new people, because people arround here are either dumb fucking gangster arab cocksuckers, or just plain dumbshits.
I have no will to interract with people socially.
I dont even know if i want any of this to change.
Id much rather write music all day than to socialise
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 11, 2008 3:24 p.m. - Subject: |
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Ok, so then write music instead of socializing.
And how do you know if all the people in your area arer dumb unless youve met every single person in your town? lol
You’d be surprised who’s out there if you try.
how old are you again?
Some kids go through this and come out the other end perfectly ok.
If your still going through your teens, its not uncommon to feel like this.
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 11, 2008 11:31 p.m. - Subject: |
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As i have been doing.
I live in a place called broadmeadows, despite the name is actually quite small. It is full of drugged up fuck nuts. Arab gangsters whom hate any Australians. And you cant really do anything in this area because of them.
Not much variation there.
I am 18 years young.
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 12, 2008 2:20 a.m. - Subject: |
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Well it is alcohol, if you want something with less repercussions smoke marijuana, it is of the earth, and much better for you than alcohol.
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Normal Egg
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| Posted: Mar 12, 2008 8:50 a.m. - Subject: |
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i dont know about that idea. When i used to smoke marijuana i had the tendency to curse people the fuck out.
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 12, 2008 3:07 p.m. - Subject: |
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That has nothing to do with marijuana, guaranteed, it’s not like coke it makes you happy, if our government wasn’t fucking blind and dumb they would be able to utillize marijuana and use it for many good things.
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Normal Egg
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| Posted: Mar 12, 2008 3:14 p.m. - Subject: |
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true
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 12, 2008 6:06 p.m. - Subject: |
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Yeah I am pretty into this subject actually, I find it fucking horrible that the government would rather give someone in pain horribly addicting pre5cription opiates, than give them a natural remedy.
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Power Egg
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| Posted: Mar 18, 2008 4:54 p.m. - Subject: |
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back on topic.
I think that your main problem has nothing to do with drinking. what you need to have changed is your social life.
you need to find someone on your intelligence level for you to interact with.
start looking!
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Normal Egg
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| Posted: Mar 20, 2008 3:59 p.m. - Subject: |
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If you enjoy drinking but it has a negative effect then my advice would be to steer clear until you feel comfortable without it and when(if) you begin again don’t go overboard.
If you want to write music instead of socializing then do so, tell your friends (or ex-friends?) that you want to be alone (or whatever) and that you’ll make contact when you want to be social again [it’s definitely not necessary to blow them off completely, just let them know what’s going on in your life]. I’ve been through the realization of my dislike for the people I used to hang out with; I told them how I felt and we went our separate ways without any hostility.
You’re 18 and since you don’t like the area you’re in or the people in it then maybe it’s time to move on. Start planning what your next step is (school, a job, etc) and go do it wherever you feel is best (another town, state/province, even country). Make it a goal to ’start over’ so-to-speak doing what you want with your life - I guarantee you’ll be a lot happier.
Quote: Well it is alcohol, if you want something with less repercussions smoke marijuana, it is of the earth, and much better for you than alcohol.
Not to dispute or agree with your opinion on the subject (as this isn’t really the place)...
Technically alcohol is "of the Earth" as well.
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